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Thursday, April 15, 2010

old memories

It was always in my mind about my childrens. Whenever I saw them passing by infront of me..how the life have been thru all this while..how old am i now.. Oh God, I almost forgot seeing all my kids  grown up and how the 'extra company' come into my life...YEAH, My baby, Am....

Yeah, Suehana , my eldest daughter...who knows I may get 'son in law' by next year
Ayish, my 2nd daughter ..guess another Dean list for her this semester,  ALL THE BEST FOR HER..
Boboy, 3rd son..happy study at your new college, new life by end of this May
Ayiep, 4th son..new hope for all the teachers at new school with all the new friends
Am..my baby...mmm, forever learn all the new thing in life, beginings of life and to build a journey of his own live
My loving hubby -Aziz, All the best with your new life and new  career at new place and new collegues..retire is not the end of life but its a new starting point for the new era.



Me, yeah ..still searching where am I , where's the last Nor to be polished, to be a new Me and to build success..It's very hard to start a new Me when I have nothing left from the last time..I lost my energy, confidence level, courage,contact, money, position and my appearance..I lost everything once I put on weight which I never expect how and when but I just no longer the Nor before..there is an empty space inside me that I need to challenge , need to improve, to prove and to wake up...i knew that there's a light in front of me but I need to put an effort and fight to get it..I want to be A Millionaire..if other people can ,why can't I.


Friends, there's no friends title in my life as none of them are there when I need them..but its ok..for me with or without them, LIFE HAVE TO GO ON, NO TURNING BACK..

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